My First Love

My First Love

I always believed that Love is something without which you cannot LIVE. It was my school days, when I first saw that special entity I was in grade 2..May be I don’t have the faintest idea of what I am talking about but perhaps that was the most beautiful one I had ever seen. Ok now let me tell you something about this beauty.
Well, she was not the prettiest of all I have seen .There was D’Cruz, and this beauty wasn’t the second prettiest either, it was priyanka. Yes my beauty was third. “This beauty” has an errand when I first saw her, my heart started beating, faster and faster. I thought what the heck is this? Oh My God, whats this feeling in the pit of my stomach! 1 Then I thought what is this….this… amazing entity before me?
In that one moment, this beauty passed D’Cruz,…. passed priyanka…and I was, umm… so muddled .That beauty created all problems to me...I am supposed to despise that entity
But ironically I got attracted to that charm. My idiosyncrasies being taciturn and little bit introvertism. Slowly we grew with time, I started to know much abt that beauty and vice versa. It was summer break and our classes will not be there for another 3 months…UGH!! What could I do... except loiter and hope! So I was at home thinking about that beauty I was charming and suave perhaps smoothly agreeable and courteous with a degree of sophistication. Everything that you could hope to be on your first real date!! May be I thought I should mingle more.
And finally I invited my beauty to my house and problems followed but never had I felt so alive
I have absolutely no idea of what is going on, that beauty was totally a mystery to me! Do I want to kiss? May be yes, I wanted more then anything on earth...but that’s disgusting!
And our relationship continued nicely!! I was in 11th grade when I was invited; this was not a figment of my imagination
I was about to have a date with my beauty and GOSH! my final examination started. I like to being quite and Contemplative but now days I am spontaneous

Is there any more excruciation then this. Some where million miles away the beauty I once loved was going down her way and I was stuck back on mine. I did not know how to contact her, how to tell her that I was unable to make up that day
But it was not that easy, I guess love never is!!
Wish our relationship grew little further…but ironically we remained school friends forever
It’s Amazing how quickly time moves. Its yesterday I thought I loved her
Love isn’t about preposterous little words, love is about grand gestures
Love is about going that extra mile, even if it hurts
It’s about finding courage inside you that u didn’t even know it was there
I don’t want these little things left unsaid smother me
The truth is you come into this world alone and leave it exactly the same way


May be Love will get you nothing but few incredible memories that u can’t ever shake
The truth is there are another girls and subjects over there but we never gonna get our first love. Yes my first love is MATHEMATICS
And that ones always gonna be maths although engineering contaminated it to a great extent.


But for me “Love happens only once, the rest is just life”.